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03 agosto HAIZToday i dunno why my bf is acting very weird i love himmm ....... i dunno wad i did making him so stress out... did i burden him?? or giave him too much pressure... dear how i wish i could read ur mind and u could read mine.... i am trying my best do all i could do u know??? i starting to lost myself yet i am hating myself more n more... only u and my both parent i depedn on do you understand???? dear u generate my life u start all my smile and etc....... i felt sad something when u emo... but i dunno what to do?? if i could read ur mind if i could give u a smile........ how i wish i could GOd pls show me the way?? can you... i bliv and i put all my hope n trust pls dun torture my life anymore i had enough of itt i am tired of living in this world dun ever let me took off my life without you......
god that i adore and i respect and i bliv show me the way... 15 giugno sadness confusion and happiness blend in one just woke up 2 hours ago feeling so down earth.. dunno ... well past 3days i am having a children camp. well as usual..i am the camp commander with arthur.. weall had a great fun time together!! in the same time we gain lot`s of new friends and experience like ka lao , jackson and etc....though it was a tough time when there is problem arise but ecah time i saw the kids smilling i felt so happy.. eventough i have to scarified my weekends to accompany my dear.. i am so sorry dear lao gong... so sorry heheheh but you know you are my priority... the most happiest part is i dancing all around n recieve notes from kids... god i really felt i am so lucky.... and it`s the most happiest camp i had being... although this would be my last camp.. and my 1st children camp.. but i really appreciate it i really hopw the next camp commander can did a better job than me.... i will be happy to hear the good news from UK... hahaha thanks a lot... for giving me hope smile and care i love you guys!!! CHILDREN CAMP 5!!! I MISS YOU GUYS!!! 07 giugno my current lifewell, i am really busy this sem with all the event activity and etc sometimes i kind of frus about that.. my dad is barging me to go back pg to settle my australia stuff which i hate it.. anyhow life moves on... many hectic and bad stuff happened which out of my expectation... especially my tort class, my dad , event, my ex and stuff.. luckily i have him to support me guide me all along the wawith his love and care i manage to go through all... just like the song against all odd... hahaha recently i am stuck with the merry christmas mr lawrence song and some saxophone songs...cause it makes me more clam and relax... thus, the most angry and most hated incident happened this month is my tort class and also my stupid ex bf calling to brain wash me.... gosh all the terrible phrases he said really breaks my heart... well, i know crying is not a good way to solve a problem but i am still a girl .. anyway...i m kind of tired these month of everything just like i am dragging myself..... anyhow i love you yong .. my sweetest cutest and lovely guy ever..... with you i felt that i am still human... hahhaha.... .u r the piano that plays the angelic instrument to melt my heart your touch holds all my breath your smile freeze my brain u r the one which i care concern and love till everything there is nothing could replace you cause there is only one me which u love and one u which i love.... 09 maggio these dayswello again .. is being long time i did not actually writing anything over ere... there is happy n sad anyhow enjoying every single moment with my dar yong yong... hahaha i mizz anf love him more and more seeing him smilling actually lifting up my heart stupid right?/ but in fact this is love.. having him around days nvm be bored... well although sumtimes he wil makes me angry n sad but i will forgive him lorrrr wad to do..... hhhhaaha love ma 05 aprile trying too hard to be omeone you dun feel like being is hard but i had goi through that 5 years ago i learn to be tough strong and hardcore.... i lost my smile entirely
but now all these change when he exist n my life little by little i feel wad is life and how i live life though my dad is sick... just pray hard he is goin to be fine .. what i have to do now is study damn hard... fillial my both parents love yong like no body else and move on |
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